So I really have no idea what is going on with my body. I got more blood work done today and my levels tripled. Very low to begin with so they are still low but going up. Still have bleeding so I go in again Wednesday for more blood work to see if my levels have doubled. We will see.
So I have had a pretty rough week emotionally. Sunday I found out I was pregnant with a very faint positive. By Wednesday the second line was still light but definitely apparent! I was so excited, then Wednesday night I started to spot, but I wasn’t worried because it was pretty dark brown and I know that can happen.
Well spotting continued and I went in yesterday to have blood work done and my levels came back pretty low. The nurse said I may have caught it very early or I am having a miscarriage. Spotting stopped last night and I was relieved but still wearing a pad just in case. Well last night I had soaked it and there has been clotting. I go back in Monday for more blood work to make sure my levels are going back down like they are supposed to be.
I am really sad and even though it was very early, I just want to cry. My mom, Mila and I are going away for the weekend (we have had this planned for a while) so I think it will be a nice distraction. I haven’t really done a post like this in a while but it feels good to type it all out. My husband is trying to be there but he doesn’t really understand and can be insensitive at times. I just hope the pain goes away soon so we can continue to try :) I am so lucky though to have my Mila. Her personality just comes out more and more daily and she is the smartest and funniest little girl.
sugarsnailsandacurlytail said: I want to reach through the screen & touch your artipoppe.
It is AMAZING! I just got it today and have wanted this particular one for a while! It is a thinner all cotton but extremely soft and well broken in. I usually gravitate towards thicker wraps but was pleasantly surprised by how comfortable this was!