Sugar Spice and Everything Nice

My name is Abby I am 23 and my fiance and I are currently expecting our first child, due January 27th. I am really excited and nervous to go through experience.
And new bag in action… <3 it! #slingstudio

And new bag in action… <3 it! #slingstudio

&lt;3 #slingstudio

<3 #slingstudio

And done! #slingstudio

And done! #slingstudio

Making progress cannot wait until I am done! #slingstudio

Making progress cannot wait until I am done! #slingstudio

Working hard&#8230; so excited about this! #slingstudio

Working hard… so excited about this! #slingstudio

Working on something fun! #slingstudio

Working on something fun! #slingstudio

Playing in the carriers #artipoppe #slingstudio #turkishtowel #babywearing #carrythem

Playing in the carriers #artipoppe #slingstudio #turkishtowel #babywearing #carrythem

Mila&#8217;s new shoes #zuzii

Mila’s new shoes #zuzii

Aunt Gretch with the flower child

Aunt Gretch with the flower child

So I really have no idea what is going on with my body.  I got more blood work done today and my levels tripled.  Very low to begin with so they are still low but going up.  Still have bleeding so I go in again Wednesday for more blood work to see if my levels have doubled.  We will see.

So I have had a pretty rough week emotionally.  Sunday I found out I was pregnant with a very faint positive.  By Wednesday the second line was still light but definitely apparent!  I was so excited, then Wednesday night I started to spot, but I wasn’t worried because it was pretty dark brown and I know that can happen.

Well spotting continued and I went in yesterday to have blood work done and my levels came back pretty low.  The nurse said I may have caught it very early or I am having a miscarriage.  Spotting stopped last night and I was relieved but still wearing a pad just in case.  Well last night I had soaked it and there has been clotting.  I go back in Monday for more blood work to make sure my levels are going back down like they are supposed to be.

I am really sad and even though it was very early, I just want to cry.  My mom, Mila and I are going away for the weekend (we have had this planned for a while) so I think it will be a nice distraction.  I haven’t really done a post like this in a while but it feels good to type it all out.  My husband is trying to be there but he doesn’t really understand and can be insensitive at times.  I just hope the pain goes away soon so we can continue to try :)  I am so lucky though to have my Mila.  Her personality just comes out more and more daily and she is the smartest and funniest little girl.

My little love bug &lt;3

My little love bug <3

Yummy!  Homemade fried rice with crockpot teriyaki chicken

Yummy! Homemade fried rice with crockpot teriyaki chicken

sugarsnailsandacurlytail said: I want to reach through the screen & touch your artipoppe.

It is AMAZING!  I just got it today and have wanted this particular one for a while!  It is a thinner all cotton but extremely soft and well broken in.  I usually gravitate towards thicker wraps but was pleasantly surprised by how comfortable this was!

Someone found some treasure! #babywearing #carrythem #artipoppe #twobirds

Someone found some treasure! #babywearing #carrythem #artipoppe #twobirds